Shay Lou Booker

2003 - 2003
LocationMiddlesbrough
Age0
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth23/10/2003
Date of Death23/10/2003
Visitors226 since 07/05/2009
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my precious first child....i never got to meet you, never got to see your face. i just knew you were too good for this world u must of knew it was an awful place. i'll always love you and never forget the precious 18 weeks we were together....and the lifetime we'll spend apart, but always know ur forever in my heart!!!

love you forever shay,
love from mammy xxx

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Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Caroline Ramshaw

May 12, 2010

what a suprise!!

i had a suprise a few weeks ago. a medium told me u were in fact boy and that my instincts of you being a girl were unfounded...i dont know what to say except u are my precious baby and i will love u forever boy or girl xxxxx

Lisa Booker (Mammie)

August 5, 2009

i have no grave to visit,
no spot upon which to rest,
no idea where they put you,
when you went to join the best,


no flowers can i lay,
or ground on which i can i pace,
my only regret that hurts the most is not seeing your gorgeous face,

no one knew i carried you,
you were my secret life,
i hid you away from the rest of the world,
too scared to share your light,

but you and i were found out,
grannies instinct was too strong,
and then i made the worst decision of all,
the one to save my life,
because i had pre-eclampsia,
and darling you were too weak to fight,

18 weeks the doctors said,
images of you rushed through my head,
would you be like me?
could you ever forgive me?
i was just 17,

so then came the day i lost you,
and darling it broke my heart,
because in my heart i wanted you,
i never wanted us to part,

the doctors said it was either my life or yours,
a choice i couldnt bare to make,
so hte hospital chose that for me,
and your life they did take,

2 hours i was in labour,
then they took you away,
discharged me and sent me on my way,
i never knew what happened to you,
or if they even bothered to give u a decent grave.

and now im left with guilt and rage.

i'll always love you precious girl i hope we meet one day, take care of ur lil sis, i love you both sooo much.

love from mammy xxx xxx xxx

Lisa Booker (Mammie)

May 16, 2009

BABY ANGEL
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
Sleep baby angel
Rest your tired eyes
& let me tell you a story
Or sing a lullaby
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
See you were too precious
For this world to keep
So now I leave you
In eternal sleep
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
What do you dream of
I wish I could know,
How I long to see you
And watch you grow,
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
Your my baby angel
You will never grow old
But what I would give for
One last hold xxx ♥
Copyright© Amanda Baird 2009.

Amanda Baird

May 14, 2009

hey beautiful,

hello there baby girl,
i hope ur doing well,
i hear that heaven is a good place,
where no one can do wrong,
i hope u know i miss u,
and think of u everyday,
but things have been harder lately since ur baby sister passed away,
i hope u are together,
and are getting on well,
because that really would make my heart swell,

im so proud of u shay...u tought me how to love, im sending a million kisses to u and elisha, up into the sky above.

love forever from mammy xxx xxx xxx

Lisa Booker (Mammie)

May 13, 2009

An Angel Never Dies - Author Unknown

Don’t let them say I wasn’t born,
But something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I loved you from the start.

Although my body you can’t hold,
It doesn’t mean I’m gone,
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on.

I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms,
Some day we will embrace.

You’ll hear “that it was meant to be”
God doesn’t make mistakes,
But that won’t soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.

I’m watching over all you do,
Another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.

There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face, and kiss my lips,
And you’ll understand.

Although I never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”
An Angel never dies.

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